life in a nutshell

I got a car a week ago today... which is pretty awesome! its a 2003 hyundai accent, two door hatchback. I like it. I have had to learn how to drive a stick shift which has worked out, its getting smoother. Anyway, I have been keeping quite busy with work and the SNAP program i am a (grateful) part of. I just don't think i am talented enough or really belong there. Maybe its just my thoughts today, but i have a hard time even talking to the rest of the cast. Stephanie is great about it all, she's awesome and I love working with her. (thanks!) but sometimes i wonder if i was just a charity case. The others are so talented...

Anyway, so I have a question for you all. What am i supposed to get from this? A really attractive guy you would love to just be able to talk to tells you that you are a splitting image of his sister? "She's a gorgeous girl, don't get me wrong. You aren't an exact twin you just have very similar facial features like your lips and nose..." Ok, so how do i take that? Now all he'll see is his sister when he sees me? or will he just see me as a little sister? who knows, maybe its a good icebreaker to actually just be friends. I don't know but really, i am a little stuck on that one. I almost wish i didn't look like his sister... but oh well. we'll see how that goes. *rolls eyes*

hmm, wow i am pessimistic today. Oh well, its how i feel. Here's to honesty.